I know everyone has weeks like this and much worse. I like to think I have developed the small measure of wisdom over the years to recognize that everything seems worse when you are sick. And I think I have finally figured out that it all comes down to control. How can I do all the things I need to do and provide the support my loved ones need and keep a positive attitude if I can't even control my own mucous membranes? A woman who coughs until she pees herself has definitely lost control of things. That's it, isn't it?
And so I stand back and watch myself with a combination of amusement and pity, as I exercise what control I can muster. I do this to convince myself that I still have some power. I get a haircut. See—that helped, didn't it? I dig out the repair kit I bought online more than a year ago and finally repair the split and peeling upholstery in my car. Looks so much better! I make a followup Dr. appointment that is months overdue. I update the calendar on my phone with all my upcoming meetings and appointments. I get a prescription refilled. Now I feel a little more in control. But I need a nap—and a shower. Control is an illusion, I know, but while I can't fix the big things, it really does help to fix a few of the small things.
Sorry you are feeling under the weather. You do need to take care of yourself before you can take care of others and attend those other things that need to get done.
ReplyDeleteI recently got over a sinus infection that I had for several weeks. I was cranky and tired. I did what I could to get stuff done. But I realized that I need to cut myself some slack and give my body a chance to recover (hard as that may be).
I hope you feel better soon.
Hope you feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteI totally agree...now go to bed.
ReplyDeletethat's the part of being sick I hate the most--peeing myself. It happens when I sneeze. I often say the AA thing when times are tough. I don't remember it exactly right now, but take care of the things I can do, and let go of the things I can't control. And know which is which.
ReplyDeleteGo to the couch, turn on a movie and fall asleep.
I hope you feel MUCH better soon! Now go and rest.
ReplyDeleteTwo words, Ginger Tea! Cures all. Feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteHave some tea, get some sleep, and remember that no one died because the house was messy. We'd all be long gone at my house if that was the case.
ReplyDeleteA day or so really taking care of yourself will get you to a better mindset.
Oh, I find that putting some lemon and brandy in the ginger tea does wonders. :) Really helps the cough and get you to sleep.
I am so sorry for your troubles. However, I'm very impressed with your change of attitude and how you are turning a sow's ear into a 'cotton' purse. (smile)
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